Titles Should be Optional

I think life is starting to work itself out now. I'm beginning to see the light at the end of this tunnel. I hope it approaches sooner rather than later, as stress and depression seem to be causing physical side effects and are starting to affect parts of my life and social interactions. I'm not sure how this medication is working anymore. I think maybe it needs to be upped in dose or something. At first, I could really feel when it kicked in, like I would be totally out of it for a few minutes, then feel great. Now, I don't really feel anything special when I take it, and though it still does relieve anxiety attacks, the effectiveness isn't lasting very long. After around 5 hours, I will often already being to start feeling anxiety issues. It basically seems that I have to keep taking the pills now, it's no longer optional and if I don't, I'm screwed. Yesterday, I didn't have my pills on my most the day and I was getting really shaky and worried things were going to go really bad if I didn't get to my car soon. I don't like to be dependent on something, yet that's how I feel now. I can't go to work without the pills, I can't go anywhere for more than a few hours without taking them with me. I also fear that I won't get to a doctor in time for a refill.