Medical Update
I've been starting to take medication now regularly for the anxiety attacks I've been having. I've been taking buspar (buspirone) and so far it's been a fairly good success. I haven't had any attacks in the last two weeks since I've been on it. The medication is a bit questionable though. One problem is that, right after taking it, I get really out of it. Worse than when I'm having an anxiety attack. Fortunately, that woozy feeling only last a couple minutes, not the hours it would last during an attack. I do still sometimes have a mild anxious feeling that will last a long time, but it is quite manageable, unlike how it was before. So, the medicine isn't completely getting rid of it, it's just taking the edge off quite a bit. Another thing I've noticed this last week, my appetite is way different. I still get hungry like normal, but I can only eat about a quarter the food I usually eat, and I'm full. This is actually amazing, and I'm guessing it must be related to the medicine. I've known for the longest time that I eat way more than my body needs, but I am so hungry all the time, I just can't stop. Hopefully I will lose some weight as well.